I am told everything happens for a reason
but none of this is helping with the healing
When the hell does the new start really begin
and how do i know if m moving on or just giving in

I get through my days with a forced smile
but i doubt if this is gonna work for a long while
Something is gotta give coz' i can't carry on this fight
M tired of telling myself it will be alright 

M fighting hard but you still play on my mind all the time
Days are okay but it's all lost when the head hits the bed at night
Coz' that is when these thoughts of you win the fight
and all i do is cry myself to sleep... night after night

And if good things happen to good people is really true
Then m sure i have stepped into someone else's dirty shoe 
Coz' i cant figure what bad have i done to suffer for so long
Maybe the truth is... all wise sayings are just plain wrong!